First of all, I'll greet you with a big SMILE :D

how are you today?

My day was not good.. I'm in a bad luck or today is my bad day~!

I'm in a bad MOOD~! and yah~ Some bad incident happened. like: I lost my money, and had a bad problem with one of the taxi driver (THIS IS NOT THE 1ST time) all the taxi driver in here mostly are VERY BAD! I hate to get in to a taxi~! ARGH!

The story is like this, I was wanting to go back home from pyramid by taxi. Ya.. First, I payed the money (RM5) at the counter there~ It suppose to be less than that, but they always charge with that amount because it is quite near~~.. I asked the taxi driver to drop me in my school , before continuing to send my mom back home. It was like very near and the way is just one way~

First, he said "going 2 places?" I said yes. He told me again "Pay Extra then", I was in a bad mood and and I just said "No NEED la, just send me back home.." Im not going to pay extra for that kind of attitude~ UGH~ I HATE the TAXI's here.. but I need it! :( hah~!

These days , I didn't get enough sleep because of assignments and I also chatting till late with my friends from my Hometown.. Later on, I need to finish my EARTH DAY CARD! (My project),, It is due tomorrow~..

I want the weekend to come soon! Finally tomorrow is the last day of school!

WELCOME the HOLIDAY! yay!! I will have a week holiday~ need to take a rest ~! But I also going to help my school in an occasion like doing KOLAM DESIGN (click for more)...~

I hope it's gonna be fun.^^

Something was happening while I wrote these~~ suddenly, I felt everything were shaking, I also felt like dizzy and shivering~ That was an earthquake~! I told my sis and she felt it too. I quickly went down to the lobby (I need to be fast! I live in 22nd FLoor~) .. finally it is stop now~ so, I continue writing this , :)

I found out that the earthquake was because of the Sumatra was having an earthquake.. watched the CNN now hehe.. Pray for nothing bad will happen ...

HAVE A NICE DAY!

cups,

YEsterday afternoon I met my old friend from my hometown. She is visiting Sunway for holiday :) I met her and I had fun with her. we took some pics from the photo box machine :)

After that, my friend my mom and bro came and joined me in a clothes shop :) and then my friend went back to meet her parents, I continue following my mom...

At home, I was thinking and thinking to do DIY on a T shirt, and really I did it until so late! haha but I like the DIY! ^^ I'll post it ASAP!

ANd last, I'm not forgotten bout the concert yesterday, Black Eyed Peas was having a concert near my house, and I can listen to it from my balcony haha! Yesterday was so crowded and fun! But I can't get any pic ~ But I did have the closing fireworks pic! :) There was Fergie too. The songs that They sang were sooo beautiful!

"Big Girls Don't cry", Where is the love, Boom Boom Pow, etc

COOL!!

CUps,

all of these are from Japan

Hemm~ I'm back here.. I was not busy, but I had nothing to write hehe~

Hem I'm here now! Today is a bad day. I'm not in a good mood, I'm bored, and a bit of stress~ hehe. today's class was quite boring. I showed my project and then I did my class assignment and that's it! I played games in FB after that~ Not many people came today .. I miss the school. Even my bro does so~ Why? My Holiday is so boring~ Cannot stand to stay at home. :(

hemm~ But still I'd love to share the yummy snacks~! hehe~ "Sharing is caring" right2?? hehe ~

For today's snack:

My sis brought some snacks from Japan. there are candies, stick cookie like pocky, etc,, :)

They are too cute to eat and so yummy :) I like the pocky so much haa! it's different with what I usually eat.

Then I'd like to introduce you~ The yummiest pastry hehe. I think that is called sous, it's tiny in size :) but yummy inside haha. it is soft and the taste is really nice, once you start to eat it, it will melts in ur mouth.. hehe they have a some flavors , the one in the pics are chocolate and vanilla.. I buy it in my school's canteen. SUnway hehe.. :) 3 pieces of only RM 2.50... haha~

besides that I also like to drink the chocolate bubble tea in my school's canteen. I love bubble tea! the thing is there is no QUickly store in KL, I never find it..~ But the chocolate is nice too. though it is simple just bubble and chocolate blended. haha

tomorrow's plan: I meet my friend from Indo. she is on holiday! and she visited KL~

uM~ That's all for today! ^^

Hv a good day!

Happy weekend! :D

cups,

Today's class ended so early. I just need to get the approval about the sketches that i've been done and then that's it! hehe. but I was helping my friend today so I stayed a bit longer. After that i went to the mall to buy cake for mom all alone I was going by taxi... expensive.. I know and wasting money.. No choices..~

Oh ya.. I bought an ice cream cake.. from the baskin robins. it's our favorite flavor.. cookies and cream ;9 hehehe..

Today we celebrated mom's birthday just the 3 of us..me, mom, brother..we went to eat at the Italianies restaurant, yumss~

Food! Food! Food!

Have a good day!

Cups,

Today is sunday, I feel so lazy and lazy to do my hw too :( Later, I guess, my eyes are sleepy ... hoah, I feel like to go shopping so much! so I just searched about stuffs that I want to get x) hehe. These are things that I want to have :

I've done with my typography hw! I guess.. cz I don't know whether I must fill in the whole paper or not. if yes, It will look so full, so abstract and people can hardly see and recognize it x)

hehe.. I'll show u next time when I'm in the mood on showing my work.

Actually I just realized that every time I go to the college, I look so clumsy and I dressed so casually and which is not me. It's because I don't have the confident to dressed more than that, and mostly I brought the casual and simple t shirts from my hometown x) and I need to walk to school so I don't think I need to wear nicely. I don't have the mood too.. these days I don't post anything in chictopia for more than a month. 2 months maybe.. :( I feel like to go shopping, but I have no money. later I'll work and get my own money that I can buy everything that I want :)

that's gonna be fun! ;p

and for shoes. I rarely buy shoes especially high heels, I don't dare to wear high heels for hanging out with friends, I feel awkward and I feel tall and huge :( mostly I wear flatshoes..

happy sunday! get ready for work tomorrow! ^^

CUps,

Hemm~ It's midnite now, and my brother hasn't come back home yet.. he's watching midnite movie with his friend... ;p he left me alone at home. ckckkc~

Btw, I want to share what I've done today. it's quite fun today. I've got the spirit hahaa... I've got the spirit on doing my hw too. thx to my lovely friend who always accompany me on finishing my work :P

Today I went to a pottery workshop at school like what I've said before hehe. I did made ceramics hehe.. I mad some shapes and I made for my lovely mom too :) actually it's a secret! I won't tell my mom till it's done.. I mad special for her. hehhee hope the end result will be nice! hehe. I need to wait for a month till it's ready. cz it needs a long processes. It was reallly fun!! I want to learn more and makes so many shape things hehe

after that pottery, I ate in the cafe in my condo, I introduced to my friend the food there. hehe.. she likes it so much! Then I was searching again for my typography hw.. and then I started to do it.. I almost done on it, I hope I did it correctly x) hehehe I had the spiriit to do work today! :) hope tomorrow also. I still have some some other hws too..

after that I ate dinner and watched twilight afterwards.. DVD.. my friend is addicted to twilight x) haha.. But it's ok.. hehe At night, I went to cafe again to had drinks... (yam cha) haha I had ice milo.. we were chattingm telling stories too.. ^^ The place was crowded. alot of people gathering to watch football. they were all screaming like crazy. I was a bit scared.. x) then I went back home, My friend accompanied me until I arrived home ^^

I'm so tired.. my body is like goin to crack soon hahaa

hope tomorrow will be a nice dy....

c ya everybody!

Cups,

they were always with me, laughed together, gossiping together, and hanged out together

accompanied me most of the time

they were linked with me, they were all appreciated each other and respected each other..

I enjoyed the time when we were young and grown together

and suddenly the time had come, the time to make our decision and make our own way

The time when I was away, I was hoping that the time won't make any "gap" between us

I was hoping that the memories won't faded and still

I was hoping that all of your affection to me won't change

I was hoping that they still remember me

I was hoping that we will keep on touch

I was hoping that at least you guys said HI even though we don't really close again

Friends come and go, But the only friend which is the best among them will stay

I can't believe that anymore

the time has changed everything

They made new friends a lot, but I'm not

They were chatting to each other, and I know nothing

I feel lonely most of the time,

Maybe I'm wrong because I don't appreciate what has been given to me, the friends that around me now

I always look at people's life and envy them

I just looked at their pic's, how they grouped together and laugh

how to be happy and make everything fun

And I looked back to myself,

I don't get to be like that,

maybe my fate is to be like this.

sometimes I accept it.

but sometimes when I'm down

I don't have anybody to tell

I don't have anybody to know my feeling well

I wish that the real friend is on the way to me

I always pray to meet a good and nice person everyday,

and I get one which is the best and know my feeling well

I'm sorry my friends, but I can't trust you anymore

I was be patient and sincere to you

but I was getting hurt by your promises and your act towards me

but I can't stay it any longer

I need someone to know my feeling well, to encourage me, and bring a positive influence to me, and always remember me, and I will do so to you.

I hate betrayer and I won't be a betrayer.

sometimes I feel that I don't need them anymore cz I don't want to get hurt by this friendship

But I was wrong, I need them... and I love them, I care about them, and I always thinking of them, what are you doing? how do you in life? do you still remember me? These are always across in my mind.

there are time when they will meet their soulmate and forgetting me.

but always remember I won't forget you

cups,

Special day! heuheue.. what did u guys do for today? or what are u guys going to do ? hehee...

For me, I went to watch Final Destination 4 with my friends after class :) The movie was a bit disgusting sometimes.. I sometimes covered my eyes with my hands haha.. x) (so embarrassed) hehe.. the movie was ok.. but so disgusting at some parts xP

I'm soo tired now. I'm sleepy, I didn't get enough rest these days and I have homeworks for 2moro's class. gotta do it fast so then I can rest..

2moro will be the last day of school. FIuh finally, the end of the week againn... :DD

I hope tomorrow's class will be interesting.. x)

Have a good day everybody! <3

cups,

Hey happy sunday everybody!! ^^

I know today is Sunday, it's suppose to be a holiday hehe, but for me it wasn't. This morning I went to school and stayed there for a few hours with Joee. We were doing our assignments.. But I just finished 1.. I still got more.. I couldn't think more.. I have no idea at all.. btw tomorrow is another day off, I should continue my hw..

After that, I went to a mall near my house...

I looked at myself in front of a mirror, I don't like to see it... :( I don't put my pics here... no, not yet... haha.. I don't have the mood on taking pic now.. so stressful because of my new hair.. I don't know how all of my friends and teachers will comment bout my new hair TT I look even more chubby now.. Oh GOD...~

I cut my hair in saloon at a mall.. I don't like the way they treat me...:

P: Are u Indonesian?

Me: Yes, how do u know?

P: Cz u can't speak chinese..

Me: (what the hell..) ohh ok.., my mom can speak..

P: how bout u?

Me: a little..

so what if I can't speak fluently.. I go there and I pay you right?? and btw I'm learning chinese before..,, Don't be so arrogant..

DOn't get shocked readers.. They are like that.. the people here, some of them and mostly are like that..

Ok. Have a good day!

CUps,

I have things to share about!! It's all about my feelings currently..

You know,, I've got lots of pressure.. Lots of assignments to do everyday.. I has not enough sleep, sometimes I had insomnia.. Then I found out my hairs are falling quite a lot! Suddenly The hairs are just falling on the floor. can u imagine it? TT.TT Can someone give me a good solution to reduce or prevent this hair falling problems?. I don't eat so many fried food or junk food (I rarely eat that) I usually eat vegetables a lot.. Then on doing my assignments sometimes I feel so much pressure, but sometimes I do think it will be easy to do and not not forcing myself.. But I have not enough sleep and exhausted many times..

Yesterday and the day before I felt so frustrated! I had lots of works to do and I got angry easily and I ate a lot.. And yesterday was even worst! I had to do the sketches which is due on the next day (today) I had no ideas at all but Thank GOD I could finished it on time and produced at least a small result which makes me feel better now.. :)

Today's class was much better.. I watched the spanish movie called .... (something) labyrinth. It was a fantasy, it's a spanish movie. that was my 2nd time to watch spanish movie. That was during typography class. We supposed to do some work, but then the majority didn't bring the equipments, so then we cancelled it ... TT I was a bit in a bad mood cz I've prepared everything in my bag, and it was heavy to!! TT So it will be a homework (again)...

first of all, I do listen to music from my hunny (mac) haha musics are lightened my mood! but not really 100%.. I feel much better after I listen to music. when I feel sleepy or weak I listen to a faster beat songs and when I need some inspire I listen to a slow songs, especially when I'm doing my work, hehe...

Then other than that, I chat sometimes with my friends.. but if i'm not in the mood, I do need to be alone then I won't chat. sometimes I browse the facebook too. haha~~

Anyways, I always try to control my mood.. no one else can help ourself in this kind of situation right? (controlling our own feelings) these are controlled by ourself.. Then Don't Forget to Pray.. Pray, having faith in HIM, trust HIM that He will make everything good for you.. And always remember, all the loads that happened to me IS NOT over my limit... ;)

Try to enjoy in every single things that you are doing. Time won't go back again..

CUps,